i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
i found a poem in a box giving off more dust swirling colors than outer space
the thought of you like a low-flying comet with a heartbeat 808 filling the void
you’re more than a two a.m. panic on a dark cold planet, you’re the bane of me, boy

i’m sick like a blue supernova bring your telescope over let’s watch my demise
fascinated by the sight you didn’t notice i was crossing my arms waiting for you to cry
you’re made of stone like a citrine avalanche daydream can’t sleep hole in the door
you squint your eyes at my face in the dark cold backyard, hey whatcha crying for?

i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
but you’re on lunar land with a solitude plan and i’m afraid of space

so cruel, with your radio silence you cut all the lines, then you say i’m your girl
brain twisting like a glitter pool dumb fool hurricane impulsive raging nebula swirl
my inner physics let my heart fly airline pilots sleeping soundly into funnel clouds
you’re all that saves me and all that destroys me i’m safe in your arms but you’ve put me down

i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
i see a lover in a fool giving off more dust swirling colors than the milky way
you’re more vast than astronomers can vision but far too white dwarf dense to stay
‘cause you’re on lunar land with a solitude plan and i’m afraid of space

i can be your friend, i say
it’s really not my choice
but the lack of oxygen i face
has made me lose my voice

you’re the thing that makes me feel okay
despite your flightiness
you’re a thousand lights and years away
but you’re right here in my chest

i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
i found a lover in a fool in a poem giving off more colors than outer space
i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
i found an old lost hope glowing brighter than the back of a new moon, new years day
i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
i found a need more deep and real than 1997 ellie arroway
i finally found the things that make me want to be okay
you’re not best alone, so please come home you can learn to love this place
i finally found the things that make me want to be okay